The Real Raw
This year I didn’t set any hard flat goals
Except for to pray everyday and deepen my relationship with God.
What I used to do is set very high goals that even I didn’t believe I could acheive deep down and then wonder why I was exhausted pushing myself so hard to achieve, achieve, achieve.
After 2024 being one of major upheaval (for the good of all),
2025 is the year I go deeper in my healing than ever before and create more peace.
Even though sometimes it feels like I’m fighting a beast…
But she’s not a beast.
She was an innocent little girl whose amazing body and mind protected her from feeling pain and that’s ok.
The one thing I disliked so much about the online business world is the constant telling to share differently, to censor yourself and be careful what you share online.
Although I do believe in this in a partial sense, I don’t care for the vanilla icing over mud pie.
I always did and I think I always will, like my friends, my marketing, and my own self-expression to be raw and revealing.
Deeper than skin deep.
You don’t need to know every nook and cranny of my existence but it’s a mistake to allow someone who is not you to tell you how you should self-express.
Especially if you express through writing (yes I’m talking to myself).
And much of what is on my mind is to tell the real raw truth of my life once again like I used to do.
In a way, to tell one on myself.
I like it that way and it’s scary, so even better.
Let’s call this year a year of miracles because I know that’s what’s coming my way.
And as far as going deeper into my healing, you know what they say…
“You gotta feel it to heal it.”
I love you
You’re mine,
Zoey
